You were never angry with me when I had no time.
You were never upset with me when I gave you only seed mix for a week.
You were never once grow tired of flying to me, be it where I am in the house.

You were there when I had my first child. I thanked you for being so so gentle to that ignorant toddler. Because of you, he learnt so much about handling birds.

I remembered the day I got you and you still need to be handfed. Discreetly , I hide you for weeks in my bag to work just to handfeed you. You were like an innocent baby, sleeping soundly after every feed.

You were the only one whom I handfeed you for the longest. Although you weren't physically perfect, but you had the best way of expressing your love to me.

Now that you are gone. I blamed myself for focusing too much on MuFFin's behavioural problem that I neglected something went wrong on you. Perhaps I had too much too much to handle right now.

I forgot to apologise before you went away with the guy who promised to take good care of your body and return me two days later. I only bid you good bye.

Did you feel the last kiss I planted on your forehead? Did you feel the last kiss my naive son gave you?

I am eternally grateful that you held on for hours to wait for my return. You were standing wobbly at the cage bottom when I noticed. I quickly gave you reiki, hoping things will get better like last time. Immediately, I took out my feeding formula and prepared to feed you.

But before you could swallow a mouthful, you took your last breath and became motionless. I knew you were taken away to have a new rebirth. I knew you no longer need to suffer in my hands.

May you fly free over the sky of rainbow bridge.

I know you always wanted to be with me all the time. I will try my very best to fulfill your wish.

I love you a lot. I'm sorry.....





Twinkling@
2/12/2012 10:26:00 PM