Blogging is about having time for my inner self. I indeed need them. Ryker can be such a handful at night till all my energy are drained away. He make it so tiring that I dun have excess energy for my pets. My birds at least get to see me five days a week. But my dog doesn't. She only gets to see me twice a week. It makes me sadder when April could communicate with her.

It's all about MuFFIn being able to forgive me. Her selfless self as my dog who wants me to be happy. I love her. I still do. Just that i do not have the excess energy to bring her for outing like how we used to. She told April she liked my singing, something i always do to Rye. She would want to sing along or dance to it! Out of my surprise! My dear MuFFIn missed Yida's attention. April was a total spot on. He hardly spend any time with her. I learnt alot about MuFFin inner feelings through April today. So much that i wished i could go right to her now, hug her and apologise to her. How i wished i was able to join April for the course. And i would be able to talk to all my pets, asking them for forgiveness and understanding. Through my time with pets, i'm the worst owner now after Rye arrived in my life. SO bad.

I really wished Rye can sleep through as soon as possible so that i get back my excess energy for my pets. Be it just eye contact or any kind of intereaction, i believe my pets would appreciate as much as i do.

Twinkling@
9/02/2010 12:06:00 PM