It has been almost 3 months since i last blogged. Thanks to my new job title!
Two important men are sleeping right on my bed now. Both sleeping like a log at this hour and i'm already wide awake since 5 plus am, not to mention the 2 plus am one. Having a baby is definitely life changing. I can no longer have a full 6 hours sleep. In fact, i'm paying sleep debt in installments, 3hrs. 2.5hrs, sometimes if i'm lucky i could get a 5 hrs one. Recently i'm down on luck. Haha! Even during sleep, i've to pat him if he fidgets..
I can no longer eat whatever i like. Laksa, seafood or my favourite teh peng would cause colic in Ryker. It's a choice of temporary enjoyment of food or a torturous sleepless night.
I can no longer get myself ready in 30minutes time before heading out of house. Two hours prior e time to get out may not b enough. He is the limiting factor. Now putting on makeup is a chore to me.
Breastpumping and breastfeeding became part of my everyday routine. Just doing those are enough to keep me busy. and I really hate washing those freaking pumps!!
Breastfeeding discreetly in public is pretty impossible for a violent baby.
I dun used to go gaga over baby's poo. Now i'm extremely ecstatic to hear the explosive stools! I would jump up n down and cheer if he didnt poo the whole morning. No poo means imminent trouble for me!
I'm sure all my friends feel ignored by me. Haha so sorry! I still need to cope!
My recent topics are breastmilk, breastfeeding, breastpumps, poo, amount the baby drinks, baby's weight....
*Ryker cried*
Back! See? I can no longer blog as smoothly. Even the thoughts in my mind flowed much slowly these days. My brain is only attuned to feeding time, baby cries and diaper changing.
The life of a newly wed was greatly damaged by this bundle of joy. I have no stamina for anything except what i've been attuned to. With him working late, i dun even have the stamina to even look at him. He would be at work the whole day without asking how are we. How foreign can he be at the end of the day!
Now i truely understand why Mother's Day is so elaborately celebrated.
Labels: Motherhood
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1/12/2010 08:30:00 AM
