I wonder if all expecting moms felt the same at work? Being 'neglected' in terms of working capabilities. Perhaps, she would be dropping half way if given a new project? Pretty crappy. I can choose to cruise along till the end but i hate to be patronised.

He wanted ideas, i searched. Ideas found, but not to his liking, he dropped it off using bird flu as an excuse. Hello? The idea was to use an embryo but not keeping a chicken coop. It was expected to be called off actually but at least it showed that i put in some effort in researching. But no lo, bird flu as an excuse? Please...

As a team leader, whatever going on in the team was only made known to ONE person. I understood the term 'initiative' but the rest of the team weren't fortune teller. How would we know what you want to do or what are you doing? It was HIS bushy responsibilities to inform the whole blardy team. And to be able to be that ONE person whom he will update, you have to be in sync with his frequency. That is, be interested in whatever he is. Seriously, i dun have thoughts that matches his.... if not, i would be hairy? (Haha! Cold joke!) I frequently find journals that opposed his thoughts actually. Yea, act smart i know but i feel good. Haha!

The rest of the team aren't stupid k? All of us have good grades for our degree. Just that we weren't as hairy... haha! Anyhow, he gave me a topic to read on. Oh well, to patronise me. But sorry Mr know-everything, i'm not interested coz i know that whatever i find out won't be useful. Besides, i would rather be in the opposition team for pregnancy 101 rather than wasting my time to get rejected. I'm not sore abt being rejected, seriously. Just that i couldn't accept the way it was. I'm sure most of my team are floating aimlessly in a mass of hair.

You would nv find Mr know-everything to be looking for certain team members except the ONE after a long holiday. No, i'm not jealous! I just find myself 'under use'. I've nothing against the ONE right now.....

Good grief, two more months before D day. Ambivalence would be the word to be used. I can get out of this hairy shit hole for 4 months yet step into another unknown dark hole for the rest of my life. Pretty jaded for work now. I really wished i complete my electone teacher's grade asap!

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Twinkling@
9/01/2009 02:07:00 PM