I saw the good weather today after work and made a last minute decision to go his place and walk my girl. The two weekends when he's away, i never stay a day at his place. His place just emphasize his absence so i try not to go too often. Then, my girl suffers. She dun get her daily walk, i tried to get rid of my guilt with the rainy weather recently. She has more matts nowadays and started licking her front paws till it became reddish brown. The lack of walks sure contribute to it. I saw her licking her feet many times even when standing. Of coz, i scolded her. Her pee tray has numerous stains of poo which means it is not washed everyday like usual. Some poo was stucked in the small holes of the cover. =(

Today, i reached his empty house with the very excited Muf whining when i was opening the door. She missed me so much. As i prepared her for her walk, i found this --->


This is the cane his parents used to hit (or scare?) her. The original state comes with a leather hand on the other end. You usually see it during Taiwan Variety show as forfeit.


Apparently, it broke and became limp.

The scene made my thoughts run wild. My memory of his mum complaining why muf so close to me even i dun go so often and her consistent repetition of how naughty my girl was came hand in hand with the scene. I don't believe in whacking my dog coz it will just make the dog insecure of its surrounding and lose trust on the people. And i strongly believe that when you start hitting the dog, you lose all the chance of letting a dog understand what you want. While walking the dog. i made a call to NZ and told Yida about it. He was too unsure if muf was beaten. Sigh.........
I hate it when i know i didn't do my best for the girl. Somehow, i am glad the cane was broken.

He's coming back tomolo, hope things will get better. Ironically, my self-protective mechanism was switched on with him coming back..... hmm...

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Twinkling@
8/25/2008 10:03:00 PM