My DaDa Darling goes to work today. Officially working! For those who didn't know, he's an army regular who took on a LSA award to pursue his degree. I am truely very happy that he's finally working. Our finance wun be so tight anymore and we can start to save for our future. The kind of excitement i could hear from his voice, i knew he is going to be very happy working.

But somehow, deep within, i am half unhappy. Probably i do not know what to expect out of his work life esp after he told me it's not just a 8 to 5 job. I am worried i have to be the only one doing our stuffs while he could just dive into work, ignoring about everything else. I am worried that he's too focus to crave out his career and neglected me. He's so mono-tasker which made me quite disturbed too. Seriously, the word 'understanding' isn't as explicit as it seemed. There's really a struggle in me.

Let me repeat myself again, i am more happy for him comparing to the uncertainty i have. Really! I even gave my maiden try on ironing an army No. 4 for him only k? It's good to see him like that. =) I'll look at him from different perspective now. A full grown man!


I proudly present My Lieutentant! (Sorry for the blurred pic)

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Twinkling@
5/07/2008 07:37:00 PM