Well well, *WAVE* , still there?

Haha, i know i haven't been blogging for half a month. There had been numerous major things going on in my life! First and foremost, if you have been looking closely at my msn nick, i am trying to get my house. And with luck (lotsa them), i have gotten it with Yida. It's a BTO at Punggol. I know i have been always saying, no ring no talk... blah blah blah... BUT i feel that we women in my country inevitably can't escape from the fate of the usual 'fate' of Singaporean. HIAZ, how i wish i get a proposal before going for a HDB appointment. There were many pushing factors though. Anyway, there wasn't the main reason i got the flat with him. Obviously, it was because i knew he was the right one! Secondly, i have switched team at work which has got me real busy everyday! No doubt it's tiring, but i have that sense of satisfaction @ the end of the day. It's better to be a bumble bee than a clock watcher! So being bz at work would explain my absence in blogging. haha

Back to him. The well-tempered him has totally indulge me in my bad habits. To think of those times when i am really nasty to him, i do feel bad, very bad. I could just scream at him and he would just keep quiet to do what i wan. And worse is that, i have changed him from a decisive man to one who would look for the green light before he decide in anything. For example, we went to buy his Hp last Saturday as his previous less than 1 year old SE M600i went swimming in his pocket during MuFFin's swimming session. He intended to get Blackberry but it turned up to be quite a stupid phone. So he was left with O2 Xda Zinc and O2 Xda life atom. We sat at the counter, with him turning to me most of the time as the customer service officer went on with each phones. He was in a dilemma. Kept asking me, should i get this should i get that, which colour, is it ok if i get this? Frustration hit me! Deep within me, i'm like "It's your phone, dear. WHy are you asking me?" Haha Sometimes, i totally understand the plight of Eugene but i will never do that for Yida. It's just contradicting to be a woman. Haha

I realised what a tyrant i am to him. Haha... He was so afraid that i may be unhappy if he made a choice which i don't like. He was even afraid to choose the colours!!! Did i really instill so much fear in him? I asked myself several times but realised that it wasn't fear. It was his love for me. His eagerness to make me as happy as possible when i am with him. He wanted me to have happy times with him ONLY.

Many times when it was not feasible to bring MuFFin over, he would agree promptly even if it means 100000X inconvenience for him. My school on Saturday will leave him alone at my place with my cranky mum. She will be doing mass cleaning for the house and picked on this and that. Of course, Yida has to swallow those due to my stubborness. And on top of that, he may nd to go home to get his dad's van n then come pick us up. =x I really appreciate that, really. I really love him alot although he kept harping on the fact that he love me more. Hhaha

After we paid up for the booking of the flat, i felt very weird for the day. It's like "uh, that's it? I'm pseudo married?" That feeling was really beyond description. It was more like being hung in the air, probably only a proposal would bridge that missing gap. Hmm... I am happy to get a flat but the waiting time sucked. The estimated time was Aug 2012..... so freaky long.... meanwhile we were supposed to save for our wedding and reno. (ahem, as if it was that easy!)

Here's a prelude to my future new home:


The blue square is where my home is gonna be on.


This is my floor map!

Right now, we are just waiting for the thing to be built! We went to the site and took a look last sunday. There's nothing yet, not even barricade or wat. =( It's gg to be a long long long time................... =(

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I went off work with a heavy heart on Monday. Yida was really giddy, having his vision spinning around tremendously. And yet, i went off to work. There wasn't enough manpower at work so i have no choice. Really must thank Ju to let me go while the girls try to manage.

I rushed back his place after his mum told me he didn't get any better after a jab at the GP. His GP instructed him to rest for another half an hour, but i think it would be best to send him to the hospital with a referral letter. Anyway, his mum and him hopped on to the cab i was on and there we headed for TTS. The crowd there was crazy. Never a sight that i would tot of for a hot Monday afternoon. The nurses at the front line weren't really caring but more like a meanie! I got Yida a wheelchair and pushed him right in. And those ppl have to keep tapping on Yida's shoulder to ask what happen to him. ARGH!! I have to go queue up at the registration counter yet run to the other nurse to answer her if she wasn't a Chinese (His mum can't speak English). It really hit me hard when they informed me that only one family member was allowed in the A & E waiting area. I'm like darn what am i going to do? I knew his mum was worried yet she asked me to accompany him since i could speak English. I felt bad to leave her outside alone. I somehow knew how she feel. To ease that guilt of mine, i ran in and out the room he was in. Oh, he was transferred to a trolley and the spinning was that bad. He could only lie on his sides and not on his back. If not he would really faint.

All of the nurses were wearing masks. Then i asked, "Is there any outbreak going on?" Guess what she said? "Oh, we are preventing an outbreak." WOW X 10000000 Maybe the environment the ppl in the hospital worked in made them immune to the groaning and moaning of patients in pain. There was once particular patient who obviously suffering from acute appendicitis kicking as hard as he could on the bed and held on the his right side. The nurses and doctors just walked pass him without a second look. I mean they should give him some painkillers or wat right? But no, he was asked to wait. WTF! I seriously think priority should be given to patient in acute pain! Sigh...

HIs mom and I stood about 3 hours inside and outside the room. AFter the A&E doctor did some tests to him, he concluded that it shouldn't be vertigo (which the GP diagnosed), probably some viral ear infection. He said he would give him another jab and then observe then send him back home and THEN make an appt with ENT specialist. I'm like HUH? That's it? What if his giddiness come back again?? The doctor came back shortly saying he will help me make an appointment over at ENT clinic so that we don't have to come again. -_-" Wasn't it the obvious better choice? Argh

So, we again pushed this almost 90kg body to search for the ENT clinic. THe staff in charge of the registration went for lunch! Sigh, we have to wait again. The nurses over at ENT were MUCH better than those at A&E except for one(i'll elaborate on that later.) ONe of them immediately asked if yida wanna rest at the back with a bed. So we proceeded then went for lunch.

We reached the ENT at about 130pm and only got to see the doctor at almost 4pm. I went to nurse from the room which Yida supposed to see the doc and enquired about the waiting time. This grumpy auntie told me priority was given to patients with appointments and she ignored me after that. Great! Means if the last appointment was at 8pm, Yida can only get to see him by then? POor Yida was still sleeping on the wheelchair with his head tilting to one side. Anyway, i tried my luck on another nurse who looked more cordial. I told her i have to go school later, hoping that she would go enquire for me. Luckily enough, she was a nice lady who went in and told me Yida was next.

I saw the same hostile old auntie nurse with short skirt in the consultation room. She behaved so DIFFERENT in the room! Giggling at her age in front of the doc. -_- The ENT specialist did a series of physical test like tilting his head here and there, asked him to touch his nose and the doc's finger. Haha, i wanna luff out coz Yida looked so stupid there. Wahahhahahaha....So he was diagnosed with positional vertigo which the A&E doc said it wasn't!! I thanked god we went to ENT.

We reach TTS at 11 plus am and left at 5pm after collecting the olive ear drop. Oh, Yida's mum almost scream the shit out of me when the queue no. was displayed. She went, "YANTING, YOUR TURN!!!!" I'm like OMG, WTF, i was already standing on the front line when it was near our no. , requested by her. Haiya..... buay tahan.... But nevermind la..... she's an auntie..... and she's def tired.

Latest update on Yida's condition was his head has stop spinning though still has giddy spells. He was forbidden to go out of the house for the next 2 days and cannot drive for a week. He could work on his FYP report now, so i guessed it's route to recovery!

Seriously, i rather i'll be sick than he's sick. COz at least he could carry me but i can't for him!! Haha!

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3/18/2008 12:53:00 PM