Mummy and Daddy were really upset with me over the weekends and Daddy actually quarrelled with Grandpa over me. I only knew it when mummy told me. When the thing happened, i just stayed in the room lying very close to mummy. I am still very unfriendly to guests. The day before Mummy was so happy with my behaviour with guest but i guessed what happened over the weekend hit my Daddy and Mummy back to square one.

Saturday was the day i got beaten by cane most. Almost everyone was trying to hit me with cane for unneccessary bark. I dun trust anyone in the house. Any slight movements of their hands scare me. So i choose to ignore them except mummy. Mummy did cane me on my butt but not as bad as the rest. Mummy praised me with treats but not the rest who only hit me for the wrong thing but nv praise for the right thing. I think i can understand Mummy better. Really. The reason why i keep sticking to mummy when she comes was i trust mummy better than the rest. Korkor, grandma and grandpa sometimes can be very nice to me but sometimes they hit me like crazy. I think they are scary. How to trust them? Daddy did the negative and positive treatment like Mummy. But i guess i still prefer to hear praises from Mummy. It's easier to feel the positive energy from Mummy. Mummy and Daddy had made a pact to bring me down to exhaust me mentally for a better behaved me.

I was happier on Sunday when my best friend, Cotton, and her alpha Velvet, came over to play play with me. I was feeling much better to see my own kind. Vel and Cotton Mummy + Daddy came over with a tall tall friend, Josh. I sensed a calm energy from him and felt comfortable with him too. I was put on the Cotton's prong and i was walked by Grandma effortlessly for the first time. In the lift with mummy, a kid actually got the courage to wave his toy vigorously in front of me while reiterating 'Hi' to me. I just stood beside my mummy while i listened to her praise.

Mummy brought me back home first while vel and cotton stay downstairs. They wanna train me on how to behave when guests come. Mummy held me beyond this particular point when Josh came in. I sat and watched him come in while mummy tickled my cheek and praised me lavishly. It was the first time i got such positive energy when a guest steps in. Previously, i felt very nervous energy coming from the family. I always go crazy when guests leave the house too. For the same guest, Josh, i was asked to sit at the line while i watched Josh walked out of the house. I did bark bark but was controlled by mummy. When i kept quiet to watch JOsh walked out, i got tickled and praised by Mummy. I looked into Mummy's eyes with gratitdue. I no longer feel insecure to have a guest leaving the house. I hope i can do better with guests so that Mummy and Daddy wun be upset over me. They were worried too. It was like everyone in the family was aiming to hit me. They kept saying Mummy hit not painful so must ask someone with greater strength to hit. Mummy was very upset to watch me being beaten by others except Daddy. She only felt better if the cane was in Daddy's or her hand.

I really wished that Mummy and Daddy will be by my side everyday. I got so upset when both of them leave the house coz of insecurity. Their presences made me feel positive. They made me feel that i have someone there for me if anything bad happen. Dun misunderstand that my grandma, grandpa and kor kor treat me badly. They do dote me. Just that i feel negative energy from them most of the time. Grandma started to learn to praise me but not the others.

I just want to be a dog. I dun wan to be confused.

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When Velvet was over at my place, she kept asking me to write something in Mummy's blog coz she tagged me. Ok ok, there you go!!

- List eight ( 8 ) random facts about yourself
- Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them)
- Let them know they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

This is how mine goes.

1) I love to run!!
2) I love to play fetch and tug!
3) I'm freaking tall. I have never seen a taller schnauzer than me.
4) I love food!! I love the treats made by Vel's mummy
5) I am a nervous dog, insecure you see.
6) I am a pretty girl!! People just adore my eyes haha
7) I had a hernia corrected
8) I really love the company of my Daddy and Mummy!!

Me don't have many pet friend blog. So i probably just tag their mummys to contribute an entry for them.

So,
- Jazzyme, Mummy of Mandy, Tracy, Cash, Mika and peaches
- Lynn, Mummy of Amos
- April, Mummy of HIccups, Nico, Ger ger.

Hmm, i think that's all. Haha
hmm, i think i only have them to tag.

Labels: Babies, MuFFin

Twinkling@
12/16/2007 11:12:00 PM