I think i am getting not attractive enough for him. I saw a tab in this IE, click and ask who's this. He said it's some random girl he saw who he thinks quite pretty. So he clicked and see. Dunno why, i seldom feel this way.. as in sad or jealous. ... I know it's darn normal... but i dunno why.... hmm So i didn't wanna talk much so i pretended to be asleep. Like all guys, he is able to act as if nothing happen last night. THis morning in the bus, he asked me if the girl sitting at my ten o'clock is pretty? How nice right? Maybe i'm becoming less and less attractive to him. I no longer dress up or doll up for wat so every reason. I'm just tired from everything. I am still pretty upset abt this. Throughout the bus ride to my office, i just pretend to be asleep. And he really tot that i'm tired.

During lunch time, my cousin told me she's getting married next year and booked me to be her jiemei. Fwah... think it will be my fourth time to be one. His parents actually went over to her place to ask for hand. Hahah... no proposal... he's just gg to bring her to some nice place on their anniversay. Talking abt anniversay, i did not have a celebration last year neither this year too. I cannot expect too much from a student. But when i saw my brother renting car, booking a french restaurant, learning to make oreo cheese cake and all, i dunno what to expect from a student anymore. It's true both of us are broke.

I still have 10 days to my pay day and i only have 30 bucks left. That's inclusive of my transport too. I saw my friend's blog and realised she had some glitches during e wedding preparation. I feel sad for her as well. I am feeling so down yet someone tot everything is normal.

Is that why there are lesbians?

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Twinkling@
10/15/2007 01:18:00 PM