I'm in the midst of my big stack of revison from the notes accumulated four months ago. But i couldn't conncentrate. WHY? Thanks to Yida!

Once again, he work thru weekends. Not coz of work but help his friend sgain to do camps. Throw me all alone at his house during weekends as well. This time, it's worse. Coz i have to study for exams which definitely make things worse. I worried i overused their house electricity since the mum always complain abt high bills. So i only dare to turn on the lamp when she is not around. I'm too embarassed to let the parents da bao for me. Not that i'm lazy to do down. Once i studied, my butt will be glued to the chair. Yea, that's my studying style. Nothing beats my own home which my mum claimed that it's a hotel for me now. :( I couldn't take his house anymore so i bid him goodbye on sms and got moving. Muffin seemed to know i am going off... keep following wherever i go. So sweet! Thanks to her daddy, her mummy cannot accompany her any longer. He did say things like will come back early sort to make me stay. The sianness over there is too overwhelming esp when they only have ONE fan for the house!

He made his intentions of coming over to my place known. But i rejected. Why? Coz i KNOW that he did not sleep the last night and sure fall asleep while i'm studying. Oh, you may think that how can i expect him to pei me while i'm studying, what is he going to do? Haha... I didn't want him to in the first place. He claimed that he was freaking awake and then came over with skin overly burnt. Whine, act cute and made me tend to his sunburnt. Well, my huge pile of notes are looking at me furiously. I took pity to his burnts, applied my moisture surge on his body, ya his body no joke and put ice pack on the affect areas. Guess what? He THOUGHT that it's over, as in i'm no longer angry with him! And he fell asleep! Darn! He don't have a bed at home? Don't come here and claim to pei or pacify me while sleeping on my bed snoring! I'm ultra ultra ultra pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really feel like screaming at him and hit his sun burnt areas, then chase him home!
Nothing can really pacify me now except i do the above and let guilt overwrite my anger.

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6/10/2007 11:30:00 PM