He started his attachment and overtime seemed inevitable. I understand that part but i don't fathom the part that he shut down from the whole world. Few smses and no call were exchanged through the day. This is a drastic shift from before he went to work. Yes, trying to be reasonable, kind and understanding gf (-_-), i'm trying to adapt, adjust and accommodate.

In the morning, he told me he's gg to OT till 11pm. Today, my lesson ended early. I gave him a call right after i stepped into the control station. Actually, i'm very relunctant to take the initiative to call. Why should i? Anyway, my hands did not listen to my biddings. Calling him just made me sadder. Why? His background noises don't show that he's in office. He told me he was outside having dinner with his friends. GREAT! Not even a sms to me when he knock off.

I'm trying to adapt. Seriously! Doing that little MEANINGFUL sms (not just a statement) will make my life SO MUCH easier if you don't realise. I hate it when i'm travelling alone in public transport. It just gave me time to harp on the matter. Stepping into my home sweet home just made me feel better instantly!

He tried calling me but i casually answered and hung up. He sounded like nothing happened. Yes, guys wun know if we don't tell him. But i have enough of giving instructions. Probably i should just print an 'user manual' for him.

For guys, being physically together means SPENDING TIME. COME ON!!! How many times do i need to reiterate that! Spending time and quality time make a vast wide differences!

On top of these, you guys remembered about the school camps he did like last year? He's doing them again on weekends. It always has been overnight event, meaning weekends burnt. Now, tell me about quality time.

FINE! To make myself less unhappy, i would just ignore his existence. Sometimes, i just feel so crappy. Even his mum called me to inform me things coz he's always uncontactable.

Twinkling@
5/16/2007 10:24:00 PM