While retrieving the mail from my school account, i saw this money sucker email again, after 6 months maybe less than that. Looking at the amount, $5600, made me shrivel up for the rest of the day. I hate this and i can't stop feeling pathetic. Coz i cannot spend the money i earned but more like paying for my sufferings. Inadequate leave from work, insufficient time for everything, are what i get from spending my hardearn money. Yes i know, it's a forever thingy. It's a degree, brings you your future... blah blah blah... *whine whine whine*

It made me feel worse when most of my classmates are fully or partially supported by their parents. And i seemed to be the only one paying the whole lot myself. I wanted to perm my hair, dye my hair and remove all my disgusting moles. Had already decided to go with April to do yet now i have to put on hold. Not just one, after calculating, it looked like i can't even do any above. NOTHING ABOVE.

Right now, i only have $3280 bucks after setting aside 400 for the rest of expense of the month. That includes my installment for my poly studies, my bills (hp, internet, scv and some other installments), transport and the necessities i nd to buy for the coming CNY. Great! I wonder how to survive.

Somewhere deep down in my heart, i wanted to forgo my hair dye and perm to trade in for the moles removal. Somewhere deeper in my heart told me you can't do any of those. Somewhere in my heart says just do it, when the time comes then think about the solution.

Geez....... i can't stand it! I can't stand school fees!!!!!!!!! totally!!!!!!!!! Hope this is the second or third last time i'm complaining about money.

SCHOOL FEES, I HATE YOU!

Twinkling@
1/28/2007 01:31:00 AM