I have been always pondering about this question.
Probably now, i am able to answer it.

How do you know?

When you really need him, without him saying, he will stay by your sight.
When you are indeed at the lowest point of your life, he hugged you tight at the night, making sure that you do not drift a distance beyond his touch.
When you could see his worries for you in the eyes where he carefully hide it away from his face.
When you could see him trying to act like a clown just to cheer you up without thinking how you would deem him as.
When you could see him doing all the things you used to believe only you yourself can do it.
When you get really addicted to the warm presence of him beside you.
When you are able to display the weakest side to him, telling him the innermost ultimately naked thoughts
When you are willing to do things without asking anything in return
When you are willing to compromise to the insensitive part of him, holding his arms saying "it's alright."
When you know the only thing that is worth your fight is him
When he asked you to think of him before doing anything silly
When he hugged you from behind, staring into your eyes asking "Can you see me clearly?"


When you know that any size of a rock would let you say yes.
I guess you just know it.

For me, too many things happened this year which clearly pointed where he should stand in my heart.
Nothing else beat him.
I love him too much now
very much............

Twinkling@
12/14/2006 05:53:00 PM