Lecturer spoke foreign language again.
Again and again...
Headache kicked in... tormenting the inside of me.
Thought would have something to look forward to - Him picking me up at school and come over my house
At Eight something, message of being late appeared.
Class may end at 945. Told him.
At 945, he called n said will be v late. At CCK doing the bags stock check.
ASked me if i could wait till 1045pm. WTH
Head throbing
Mind not focusing
Reciprocating his call, i sent him a msg no point coming to my house. I have to work on National Day

All calls and messages after that i ignored
Bearing the pain was all i could think of before reaching home.
Traffic jam due to firework display made it worse.

Limbs getting weak
Managed to reach my painkillers at home.
Buried my head into my arms
and weep.
Weep because i was in pain.
Weep because i was thrown down from high up in the mountain again
Weep because i dun understand a freaking word the lecturer says
Weep because i didn't get the textbook which i tot i will get tonight and relieve my doubts during lesson.

He finally caught me on my house phone
SHORT explanation
acknowledge my headache, ask me to rest early.
Hung up.

Second call,
just to borrow my hanger stand for his booth.
How insensitive!
HOW INSENSITIVE!


Mum's love
Mum's massage
Mum's care
helped greatly

Shower
Warm beads of water falling onto the back of my neck
Sat down and enjoyed

Now he's at my doorstep.... wtf

Twinkling@
8/09/2006 12:04:00 AM