I am back at work.
I still want my life back.
As bad as being dead.

Probably after sleeping so many days, my brain forgets how to process information.
Everything seemed so slow for me to process.
Yes, i felt stupider.
But i wasn't like that.
I guess it needs time to readjust.

Thanks Sharon for talking to me at work
when i seemed so lost.... so lost.....

I tot it was done yday when i could speak more than ten strings of words.
I slept throughout the night which didn't mark the end of it.
Yeah.. disappointed...
I was disappointed on the night itself coz someone didn't do what he had promise to.

Yea, there are whole loads of ppl more unfortunate than me.
Others is constantly visible
while mine only struck me once in a while.
I should appreciate these!

But times when i really feel to end all these
were i was very weak...
weak in will....
I wish i was stronger.
But fighting it so many umpteen times.....
There will be bound to be a time when i am weak...

I wish....
I really wish.....
Time will go back to prevent this from happening.......

Twinkling@
6/15/2006 02:49:00 PM