So many things happened!
1) A relationship has ended
It's kinda sad to see this thing happening. It kinda make me feel that no matter how long you are together, there will be a day to part. I know when a woman blew her tolerant limit, that is! I am the same too! Guys are always impulsive. Do things without thinking then regret. They still can ask "When you are angry, are you able to tink?" Precisely! Since you know you can't think when you are angry, control your temper! Guys can't expressed themselves. Please, dun expect girls to understand what's going on inside you. Isn't it the same thing when guys request girls to tell them what they wan rather than they guess? The difference here is girls dun guess. They just shut off if you refused to express yourself.
In my opinion, both has their faults. I'm sure at the start of the relationship, the girl gave in, put in alot. The nature of guys is that they took them for granted until one day the girl can't take it anymore. Being petty, the guy can't stand things that the girl did to spite him. Then lead to impulsiveness. Refused to communicate, then the break up.
Sometimes, when bad times outwin the good times, it's really time to give up. There will be a drastic change in life. But hold on! I am sure you have loads of friends to mingle with! There will be a day when the girl is tired of giving him empathy. Assurance is something that can nv be perpetual.
Bottomline, learn to appreciate what you have. Respect is a vital component in relationship.
Poor birdie! If you guys can remember, he is the African grey i babysit for 3 days. He is the one which i get the breeder for my friends to get him. Just one morning, the daily practice of his vocabulary stopped. He looked sleepy and weak. Definitely not well. My friend was so panicked and wanted to seek for medical. I recommended him the other vet who was known to be expensive and very good. Being good, there wasn't any slot for appointment. The stupid receptionist asked him to walk in and he waited for almost two hours! Damn lo, it's cold in the clinic and the sick bird suppose to be kept warm! The ignorant girl prob dunno the stituation of the poor professor. She should allow my frd to jump queue to save a dying bird than to let a dog which is to remove cast to go first (The dog of coz has an appt). But when it comes to life and death, the critical one should serve first. HIaz. The vet saw him and said why come so late? It's like uh?!?!?! Your receptionist made them wait lo!
Anyway, the vet is pretty sure that it's some sort of poisoning. Most prob from the insecticide/pesticide on veggies/ fruits or had eaten mouldy food. Fwah!~! When i heard that i'm like............ How much has prof consumed to suffer the effects of the toxic? It's definitely accumulation. Prof is such a huge bird yet got poisoned. I can't imagine small bird like twinkle.....
The vet also mentioned he did alot of testing on presence of insecticide on veggies and it came up to be quite a significantly amount. How many people are shocked to hear this? Geez, he warned my friend strictly to get the vegetable detergent/ organic fresh food. I'm going down to Jason's later to get the detergent which is a much cheaper alternative than organic >_<>
That particular nite after the visit was critical. A hospital cage was set up and the owner meticulously took care of his patient. He pulled through but weak. The uncoordinated movements of the bird pained his owner. Ocassional shivers brought heartaches to his daddy. I could imagine! If professor can go to the follow-up at the vet on friday, he will get better eventually! Be strong!!
Ever since DaTing is here, Twinkle stopped loving me i think. Whenever Yida is here, he always goes to him. =*( I dunno if it's becoz DaTing is on me or what. I gave me same amount of attention i used to give. He get more sayangs than me yet...... So upsetting...
DaTing is like a crazy bird. One moment sweet one moment nasty. I think she's trying to nip to get things her way which i dunno what way she wants! argh!!! Just imagine you are being pinched incessantly. I meant those pinches of very little part of your skin!! It's infuriating!
When can i get the birds to play together?
4) Arowana has cloudy eye
Hmm... i know it's a small problem to many fish keepers. But i have a thing for animals who are sick. Both eyes are covered in white. If not cure, it will go blind! Helped them get Melafix to fix the problem. I hope there's no residual damage done to the eyes when it recovered. Sigh.. see if i could get picture of the eye....
I will be spending it alone coz someone decides to do camp to earn some money. Yea, i know you need the money. Go on. But when it stretched till sat when our original plan were strike down, i was abit disappointed. But never mind, you need the money. Last night, he came over with the intention to accompany me so as to compensate. However, when his heartbroken friend called him, he agreed to meet up with him without further hesitation. And right before the call, he told me he needs to have an early night coz he has to wake up at 530am for the camp. How contradicting! That was the angriest moment in this relationship. You came to accompany me yet wanted to meet your friend. In the first place, dun come. I was in kind of dilemma, coz the friend is in very bad shape. I knew him too. I was tored apart with selfishness and friendship. Inevitably, one colour could be observed on my fat face - black. I know he cares, kept asking me then say not going. But u know the dilemma i'm going through? Ignoring him, i went to bath then played with my birds. He told me he's not going already, he has asked another friend to go. Thanks.. thanks for noticing. I bet if i conceal my unhappiness, it will be forever shrouded by his ignorance. Nevertheless, i still spend this day alone.
Twinkling@
5/25/2006 11:11:00 AM
well, at least he remembers the half year mark. over on my side, i spent christmas, birthday AND half year mark crying. half year mark spent alone because he was too tired to come out and i was too stubborn to remind him that it's our half year mark.
maybe i should stop loving.
Tell me about it jazzyme... sigh...
Know exactly how you feel... it's so disappointing
