Just work out the amount of money i must prepare myself for school fees.
Got a shock!
Didn't know that my PSB card for the sch which is meant for payment has a limit.
WHich means i can't ask the card to pay all my sch fees n filter the loan within 6 months for interest-free!
Who to ask for help when such things happened? Parents right?
What had they help me with?
Except for my primary n secondary education n pocket money.
I'm paying so many things now myself
Even got e insurance which my mum paying for me is under my name now.
Yet when i told her i nd to decrease household money just to cater my loans when sch starts
she looked stunned
I know i know
I know e decrease of one hundred bucks would prob not allow her to buy as many thing or to spend 'less tightly'
Wat about me? One semester of mine would cost 5.6k (max) n 4.2K(min)
Being parents, they have not set aside ANY education fees for me.
Only rely on CPF loan.
And can someone tell them that they have TWO blardy kids?????
My brother is smart, goes through the normal route to get into a uni. He has the luxury to stay under the wings of my parents. Not to worry about anything thru his education.
But i'm not!! I'm paying everything myself!
She should be ashamed that i have to borrow money from my grandfather to pay for her daughter school fees. And she reiterated "Must return" Of coz i nd to. But that would be after i complete my studies! Dun expect me to give her my 13 month once my sch starts when i have loads to pay!
Keep screaming "get study loan from bank" X 100 times
I also want loan. BUt nowadays banks have ceased study loans. If not they definitely not for private schools. And can someone tell her that ALL LOANS HAVE INTEREST????

I'm so pissed pissed pissed pissed. Keep brushing me off saying " When the time comes then say?" If that would do, i wun nd to plan now. If haven't that James called me abt financial matters, i wouldn't have take out my calculator to punch.

All these have always been embedded in my mind. Brewing anger over this topic all the while. I think it's unfair!! See?? The world is nv fair!!! Why my brother has the benefits?? Not me? Even my mum volunteered to pay his driving lessons!! Wat abt me? If u have that extra cash to pay for his driving, why dun u fork out that amount to pay bits of my sch fees??? I dun earn big bucks!! U dun expect me to give u large amt of household money n buy stuffs for you. Of coz, i would love to but i am not capable of doing that NOW. ASk yr precious son to do that for you once he graduated!!! I'm always e one giving u more household money. Even when i was giving tuition. Yr dear son's excuses are like so n so blah blah blah. Then u would just accept the amount he gave u. Not to mention only 50 bucks! YET when i nded help in my fees, u just brush n brush n BRUSH me off!!! Yr blood runs in me too!!! Why am i complaining only about my mum?? Coz my dad is not worth mentioning! Alright, i am just jealous over my brother! Really jealous! My auntie sees it. She understands!

Well well, the only way to console myself is that. At the very end of my education, when i looked back. I would be very much proud of myself. To put myself through without getting financial help from them. The ability to be independent. I didn't even tot of asking my mum to pay for my driving license. This is madness! One more year he's 21! Pay wat u wan yrself!

To whoever intending to have a family, PLEASE! Do something about saving for yr kid's education. After hurling out my frustrations, i feel better. Going back to my calculations now.......

Twinkling@
7/13/2005 10:23:00 AM