He called me yday. Pretending nothing has happened again. I kinda forget wat we talk about. But it's kind of tiring to talk about him le. Just that he say he will change change change. Nah... come on peeps. PPl dun change, they only get worse unless they go through something dramatic. Trust me.

Actually, think abt it. I dun really know what i wan. Perhaps i just wan someone to dote me, hug me n all. Afterall, ppl ard me are attached. Prob tt's e influence. At this point now, being single is good. Not that i am self consoling. I do what i wan. I no more wait for ppl's calls or trying to fix into ppl's schedule. I'm a freeman. Dun have to do reporting. Dun have to account for anything i do. So nice. It's true that after e breakup, u felt lost, lonely. But once u get over it, u are a new person again.

Come to think of it e time when i am attached. IRKS! I am building stone cold walls around my heart now. My belief now is that whoever can undo the walls is the one. I'm e one supporting myself, responsible for myself. I can be alone n independent. It's not that i am waiting for ppl to feed me or what. So wait then. No hurry. Must get my degree first! Top priority! I have also learnt how to handle ppl without putting in much feelings in it. I have grown..

Twinkling@
5/30/2005 10:42:00 PM