I msg him, " Have you ever intend to work it out?" He replied, "Lately all the things have happened put doubts in me, i guess it all caused by me."

We had a talk after that. He said he thinks that i'm less happy with him but that's what he is. That what he is to a r/s. All the while he had been like that is what he claimed. He cannot take it that i sent him e sms "Let's break up". I told him maybe he has commitment problem. He thinks maybe that's why. But then why he asked me back in the first place? I dun even know if he's telling what he thinks. He said he would nv sms me let's break off. In dilemma, if this is what he is and he's not gonna change then it not going to work out. He said he dun wanna talk abt r/s now.

He claimed he didn't tell me e truth coz he hates e way i questioned him and the way i reacted. Whatever..... it's over mean it's over.......i hope..............dunno wat to say but to feel sad. Why am i feeling sadder than i expected in the first place?

Twinkling@
5/06/2005 07:27:00 PM