Had so little sleep last night!!!!! Less than 3 hours!! To further aggravate this situation, my menses came!!!!!!!!!! It was such an excruciating pain in the morning!! I couldn't find synflex so i brought panadol menstrual to work. Ate 2, obviously it didn't take effect. The pain still continues to torment me!! On top of that, i have to work!!! Today workload is whole hell lot!! Sheesh, i couldn't get the chance to sit down.

My whole lower part of body is aching. Upper part is weak. Insufficent sleep plus such pain doesn't reeally make my day. By lunch time, the blardy stupid panadol is still not working. My colleague offered me her very strong painkiller which was meant for her headache. I couldn't take it anymore!!! I went to my boss and told him, i can't make it!! It's really crucifying me...... i felt so weak that if i give up on walking i would just faint!

Managed to struggle home in cab. Slumped into my sofa without getting change. Squirming like a cooked prawn, hugging my tummy. Gripped onto something real hard, when the pain comes again. Argh... I feel like dying... ouch..... Fortunately, my brother managed to find me my HOLY medicine- Synflex. Take 2 of them on top of the 3 before. I wondered did i fainted or knock out due to pain.

I couldn't move my legs when my eyes opened. Still, forced myself to change. Drank some milo ate some chocolate biscuits and went back to sleep. I didn't take lunch. I was sleeping so much just now that it got me worried. Phew~ Now i am wide awake........

Pain has slowly fade away. My body still feel as weak. Twinkle seemed to be angry at me. For the past few days, he kept calling me and i ignored him. He;s starting to bite abit harder. I promised i will compensate him once i am better.

Thought my life was already in a mess with my relapse thingy....... and the blardy excruciating pain has to come along with it! What a life!!

Twinkling@
3/24/2005 07:57:00 PM