MOP is such a hassle. Everyday, there are diff group of ppl wanna stir trouble. Trying to get rid Doug. Doug has his point sometimes. It just the way he bring it abt irk ppl. He should learn how to sound humble and receptive. Not defensive. S obvious did sumthing so wrong. Someone spilled the beans. He wished he has a hole to hide. Not sure if he knows that i know. But who cares? I am very careful nowadays. Friends are friends. I only trust females. He's lying so so extremely low. Very low. How pathetic.

K is another idiot. Told him not to kpo so much. But he insist on poking his nose everywhere. With the 1wk moderating thingy, he suggested so many ideas for the admin to look thru. Good and bad. At work, we will say this kind of ppl 'wayang'. Well, he's not as rotten as sumone i know. K shouldn't be that sensitive at times too. Any slight disagreement from ppl, he will complain. Plsss. How can u expect everyone to see eye to eye with u?

E and R. ARgh! R has changed. Change for the better. I just like the way he speaks to me on phone. Got the tinge of sweetness. He calls me everyday. And he seemed not used to not talking to me. =) nice feel. If he continues that way perpetually, i would be very xin fu. He even mentioned he would help change the bedding of the cage when i start school. Haha

E doesn't sound so sweet on phone. In fact, got sum kind of barrier on phone. I dun like to talk to him on phone. Would prefer meeting him. He told me, " I am afraid i can't bear the fact that you will leave me. If you go back to R, n after a while, u feel that he's not for you, really hope that you will come back to me. Please dun make me unhappy before n during my exams." I abided. Probably be with him till April? Not fair for R? Well, i really dunno.

I am not a saint. I am a human, a girl with ambivalent feelings toward these two guys. Really hope that they just disappear from my life. I missed my olden days when i am single n love- problem-free. Now i have to keep scheduling my time to meet E.

Poor twinkle. I hear him saying, "Mummy, why are u so busy? You are not like before. You are my everything, Mummy. Dun leave me alone in the cage." I tried to spend at least an hour a day. GUilt-stricken! I dun care le. Tomolo i MUST spend the whole first half of the day with him. Will bring him down to Greedy's with feathers to show Angel how cute my little darling is. Heehee.

I prefer animals than humans. Why things can't be simpler? I dun have enough time for myself. I actually treasure the time now i can sit down n write this blog. My very own time spend alone. Actually, i'm working now. Haha


Twinkling@
2/06/2005 01:01:00 PM