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* Tuesday, February 01, 2005 *
says:
i realli love u lots and i dun you to leave me
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
can i choose none?
says:
how can u throw our r/ship of 8 months
says:
u r still my dar know
says:
no matter what, i want u back with me
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
y do u have to tell me this?
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
argh
says:
coz I have to
says:
i always wanted to be with u for long term
says:
i know i made a mistake but I never wanted u to leave me
says:
dar, i realli need u
says:
dun just throw away our rship
says:
i know i am in the wrong, it wont happen again
says:
plssss
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
cani choose none till u comes bk?
says:
no dar coz I want to be with u
says:
pls give me one more chance
says:
i wont make u heart ache again plsss
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
can u remember wat's the address of my office?
says:
yes
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
wat?
says:
pharmalogicals research pte ltd
says:
glengeaglt hospital
says:
6a napier rd
says:
#03-32
says:
annex blk
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
my house?
says:
sorry i dun recall but i know how to go yr house
says:
u live blk 165
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
wrong
says:
sorry , i dun know then
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
e prob with u is that.. i always think u are not givng me enough attention
says:
i will dar
says:
after making a huge mistake, i will change
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
show me wat u can do for the next whole wk
says:
pls dar, i dun want u to leave me
says:
i can do a lot for u , i have presnetations etc
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
presetnations?
says:
i mean presenstations
says:
dun leave me dar.. i want u back with u plss
says:
are u there??
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
ya
says:
dun leave me pls
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
i will let my mum choose wat's best for me
says:
then i know yr mum wont choose me for sure
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
well, eugene has a gf as well
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
look like i am the thrid party of both sides
says:
hiaz alrite but no matter wat. i still love u loads
says:
in my side, u r never the third party
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
but u took me fr granted
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
how am i suppose to trust u that u wont have any more connections with e gal
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
?
says:
i know, it will never happen agin
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
even whenshe's back?
says:
give me 60 more days
says:
and i will be back in spore for sure
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
60days? u won't have connections with her?
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
u sure she can stand wat u are doing to her?
says:
yes, coz when i finish that will be the end for sure
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
i am talking abt during the 60days
says:
i have to do it coz i dun wanna lose u
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
if i ever choose to remain, u do it i won't know also
~TiNg~ WhY aM I aLwAyS In DeEp ShIt? says:
but i trusted u b4
says:
dar i wont wanna harm our r/ship again
says:
pls dar i realli need u back with me
says:
i cant never take it w/o you



I'm done for!! i started my r/s with E. Imploringly, R came to beg for forgiveness. Told me that e gal over there is his liability. the gal would commit suicide. But i can't accept the fact that he still do it with her though he wanna concluded that r/s. He explained: ' I swear i nv think when i do it. ' He said he nv initiated. But but how am i suppose to believe him? But he got my softspot. How can i throw this 8months r/s while me n E only a few days? Maybe i am the kind who can't let go. How??
Eugene was disappointed. But he still didn't settle his prob with that taiwanese gal. He let me choose. He dun wanna add my burden by saying things. ' Dun contact me if ur choice isn't me.'
Follow yr heart or follow the future u can see with them?
R- have masters, prob be stable in the future. English- speaking.
E- still studying Dip, prob wanna sign on in future. Chinese-speaking.

R is the kind of guy with the family background i wanna be with. But E is the guy who i am sure that his feelings are true. How? HELPPPPPP


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2/01/2005 01:33:00 AM


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