Yesterday and today were hell for me. Questions kept running through my mind. I can't breathe! Fortunately, after every sleep, i can think better haha. My decision now is R dun deserve to have me as his gal as long as he's still in Aus. Blame it on the incident. He's been pressurizing me alot! As for E, I will still continue to give him the impression that i would leave him one day.

For R
Hi, i know it's not gd to see this email. But i have to be fair to both parties and minimise damage. I seriously think that i shouldn't be yr gal till you are back. Blame it on the incident. Dun try to persuade me in this. Anything that is promised b4 you come back is not solid. I see your effort in making this r/s work. But sorry, it's a tough decision for me. Please respect that. I can still chat with you as usual. Stop telling yr parents about marriage. Coz if i were them, i feel that it's out of a whim. I always feel pressurised. As what u said, you would wan me to go back to you whole heartedly right? So let me go back to you whole-heartedly when u are back and make me feel ready. Please dun pressurized me anymore. I am gonna explode soon. Thanks!
Yr studies are impt. If you are really old enough, u would take it seriously. I am not responsible for yr studies in anyway. Blame it on the incident. If u are sensible enough, you will know wat's best for now

For E, i will handle him after his exams.




Twinkling@
2/07/2005 04:38:00 PM